arranged married

tulis sambil dgr lagu Christina Perri - A Thousand Years  q(*v*)p

i was walked thru my fb members to find new design of shawls,searching for the cheap and beautiful shawls to buy..haha really kedekot of me kan.And klik the Modish shawls then i found that really nice shawls and cheap to buy for raya.Then i was read the comment in the bottom then found that i comment to attract about more info about that....'pakai tudung macam dena bahrin'...the name "Dina Bahrin" bring me along to this blog

http://denakamarulbahrin.blogspot.com/

honestly,when i read about their n3 and mostly i liked.The story about himself ,about arranged married and so on.And it will be remind me last night at tuition classes that my student asked me about the question.

'teacher,u already married?"

me : geleng2 and then angguk2...* confuse right?hahaha

'but teacher u told me last month that ur really got married right?

me : im going to be married but not now dear...*Fuhhhh the true story is...i dont noe when i got married.haha

"teacher what do u think that our age have some boyfriend?"

me : * its really geography classes or psychological classs?? 2nd confuse yawwwwww. Okk for me thats not the problem if ur study does effect anything.Even ur parents noe about it but tell ur parents that 'boyfriends' is BOY-FREIND only but control urself..hahha

'but thats going to begin and our parents think that the negative ways.Teacher u arranged married or not?

me : *blink2 eyessss........Hopefully i want to be that kind of way but until now,i never found that my parents want to be that.hahahah.. innocent right??

Actually im very hoping that arranged married its gonna be to me.So sweet moment u noe and based on that blog,its really that the married are blessed with family and other even she have a boyfriend before that.Hahah for me as long as that future husband (arranged married) rich and kindful person,why not give the chance and hopefully happiest until jannah.Oh my,I really doesn't appreciate what i have now-Airul.

Nearly the days,i really bored with him.Hah always msj,call and ym...Sumtimes that he want to call me,i try to avoid it because i think that nothing want to say and sumtimes it makes me tired gilaaa nak melayan.Huh..i think that want to make the 'jurang' for ours miss each others.But now,jadi menyampah pulak aku.huh.

So,i hope that my parents do that arranged married..netau dpt lelaki hensem,bagus dan kaya.kahakahakahkah

its dreaming laaaaa..hahaha

ramadhan

sawan nak speaking ingelish..hakk tuihh

ok,today its our 3rd Ramadhan and untill now its 7.01pm i still fasting,Alhamdulillah.Actually in ramadhan month my outside activity not really heavy coz im in HoHoHolidayyyyyyyyy..yeahhh.Now im in sem break so nothing to do at home just slepping and sleepinggg after sahur then wake up at 1pm!..wtf kannn.

I try avoid to mssg airul as usual because i think that i want to end up our relationship.Hoh! its going suprisingg.That because i really bored with him and i think that i tension with people around me to force me getting married.I really stress about it and Airul its not my last choice.hah..ungratefull betul.I told her that i go to Indon after raya but not confirm yet because its still under discussion with my lecturer.And maybe around 3 days only but i told her that i go for 1 and half year..Haha how it could be like that kannn..

But i think that i really love it much more and i dont know bout my feeling.So, i try to avoid it for the time being.Biarlah rindu itu berlalu...cehhh

takdir kah itu?

Bismillahirohmanirohimm...

AKU TELAH DILAMAR

Ya Allah...apa yang terbaik untuk ku,KAU permudahkanlah.AMinnnnnnnn

" i want u to be my wife"   *pitam*

Itu melalui YM dan sebenarnye aku tunggu saat face 2 face..kompom kelu.Hahaha...Sejak akhir2 ni mak selalu sebut pasal kawen dan aku rase itu yang terjadi antara aku dan Airul.Dah aku suarakan apa yg aku rasa yg lebih kepada perkahwinan dari bercinta sebelum kawen.Itu bagus kan?.Dan akhirnya Airul menyatakan hasrat.

Sebenarnya..aku sendiri belum bersedia nak berumahtangga aka berlaki dan aku masih mahu tinggal ngan mak abah.Tapi aku tgk mak sungguh memaksa aku kawen dan aku tgk smpi umur skang xde org pon nak aku kecuali Airul ni.hahaha tragik kan?

Aku serahkan pada ALLAH swt dan selagi aku belum  bernikah,selagi tu aku berhak memilih.kehkehkeh

Tunang??.Maybe bulan 2/2014 (umur aku 28)
Kawen??.opkoss bln 9 aka lepas raya tahun yang sama.hehehe

INSYAALLAH..doakan aje

Bukit Ampang aka Dating

oke.ni pic mase gi bukit ampang....mmg dh lame teringin nak pegi then dapat la pegi.kehkehkeh..mase pegi ni ngan Airul.berpinar jugak carik jalan then jumpe.Mase nak drive gi umah die tu pagi tu aku baru abes asses then ptg tusyen malam tu tak tido.Syabassssssssssssssss...muka mmg ngantuk gila tp smpt gi sopin baju baru.kahkahkah

nak drive gi damansara damai tu punye gile jauh dan gigih sungguh aku.Dlm hati ckp...apsal la mamat ni tak beli kete.ni mesti pasal redooo sokmo die tu.haishhh.Cukuplah 3 temujanji kann.kehkehkeh

Mase aku amik dia tu nampak kelibat dia tetibe hati aku ckp.."xnak jumpe boleh tak?".hahah tetibe jadi benci dan menyampah lak.taktau pasai pa.Then kitaorg trus drive gi Bukit Ampang.Sampai je kat bukit ampang,ramai jugak org dok mkn2 kat situ dan mostly Char Kue Tiaw bnyk jual disitu.Snap pic sikit then pilih view bukit atas utk makan char kue tiaw..nampak mcm sedap je tapi.....................naharommm tak sedap.Kuah mcm kuah kicap..masin yang amat!!! air tak sedap.haishhh mmg nak komplain abes ni.Bengang jugak aku.Dah le Airul drive kete ganas.Hamprakkk betul la.Membahang je aku ni.Berbunyik2 kete..menyesal aku bg dia bawak.Gerammm

Aku rase bile kitaorg berdua,lebih bnyk diam berbanding borak kat YM.Tatau nak ckp ape dan bnyk bercakap pasal ape yg berlaku dijalan raya.itu jerk...sungguh komunikasi tidak bagus kan?.Then mase dah nak sampai tu si Airul ni sempat lak cuit peha aku,lengan aku..haishhh nak kene lempang ke ape.Mujur berlapik dan aku buat derk aje.Gila ape dia suka hati nak cuit2 aku.Huhh mmg kalau dia buat lagi aku lempang kepala dia.Mase dlm kete sempat gak aku tertido.Hahaha..ngantuk lorhhh.

Then dah smpi tu sebelum dia kuar dr kete,sempat lagik tarik tlinge aku.Cilaka betul.Tu mesti pasal Itali vs Spain 0-4.geram aku laa sakit plak tuh.Bodoh betul.Then jalan nak balik tu pulak aku leh terlepas..berpusing2 aku area damansara tu carik jalan balik.Nak2 lagi kat IKEA.huhh..last2 jumpe gak jalan balik n sebenarnye tak jauh pun.Hehehe...

So..itu je ceriTa aku jumpe Airul aka Dating utk yang ke 3 kali pada 7/7/2012.hehe
Next target,aku nak gi Broga plak.Nak pi mendaki tp mendaki ngan kwn2 aku jerk.hehehe..adiosss

Final Assesment Project

oke,abaikan tudung aku yang tak semengah tu..dah mcm shawls plak.hahaa.ekceli ni pic time aku assesment miss rai yg dikasihi.cettt dikasihi konon,kalu die tak bg aku A+ mmg lah woiii..Menda yg aku hasilkan ni ialah Arca Installation yang mane menggunakan botol coke dan kegilaan aku sehingga harini.Damn!

Jenuh jugak nak buat menda ni dan amik mase lebih kurang 3 hari dan dibantu oleh fittery.hahahah.bagus adik aku.Sebelum ko pegi blajo jauh2,aku pergunaakan ko dulu.kehkehkeh

Yang paling haruu sekali ialah buat RWB yg mana aku mmg xcited gila buat RWB tp rase berbaloi sungguh coz aku dpt EXCELLENT..hahaha bangga bontot.Dan mintak2 aku dpt A+ la ehh.nak dekan punye pasal.kehkehkeh.