jangan tido lepas zohor masuk asar

mimpi paling mengarut aku rase..dan akibat dengar lagu Shaheizy Sam+Yana Samsudin melebihi 5 kali.

Kelibat Darl masuk dalam kete dan dok blakang pulak tu disebabkan adik aku yg drive.Eh macam bos pulak dia.Pastu menyusul pula Ayu (manager ) aku ikot masuk dalam kete dan dok disebelah Darl.Eh...motip pehal lak Ayu dok sebelah Darl????.Dorang kenal ke???...

Dalam kete,kami 4 org mendiamkan diri.Tapi hati aku tak diam.Pk Darl curang ngan aku.Ohh sampai hati kauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! dan akhirnya Darl ngaku jugak dia punya skandal ngan Ayu.

Ohh sedih gilakkk dan rasa nak lari jauh2 sambil nangis2 penuh kehibaan.Huh,tragik kannn??

Tiba-tiba...................................terdengar
periuk belanga 'meriah' didapor.
Celik2...eh,dah pukul 6pm?????Ahh,sialan betul.Sungguh tragik mimpi aku.
Nilah balasan carik pasal nak membenci org,last2 rindu 2 hari putus hubungan.Padan muka gua!.

Tapi...pelakon tambahan tu camne leh masuk suka2 hati je??pelik pelikkk

Menanam Kebencian

sekarang bagi aku.aku memutuskan hubungan di telefon dan ym+skype.Tapi aku ikut perkembangan dia di blog.Mujur ada tulisan-tulisan luahan perasaan dia.Jadi itu masih dikira mengambil tahu kan?.

Aku perlukan masa.Masa utk kembali kepada aku yang 'single'...Rimas bila 'couple' ni.tambah2 lagi,ostat ostajah ade yg kate COUPLE ITU HARAM...dan aku rase mmg nahrommm dan merugikan aku.Dah la haram,dpt dosa lagi.

Senang cite,kalu dia jodoh aku,dia akan ajak aku kawen.Bukan aku yg ajak dia kawen.Terhegeh2 nama nye tu.

Biarlah aku seksa hati dan perasaan dia tp jgn sampai aku plak yg terseksa!

Ohhh hati perasaan,tabahlahhh dikauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

hati ini

aku bosannnnnnnnnnnn
bosannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
bosannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn


nak larik xtau nak pi mana?...rase mcm nak nangis yang amatttt..uishhh cool bebehhh..cool...dah la ngah period.moody sangat lo.kesiann..sejak 2,4 mmgu atau senang cite sejak mula puasa ni hati dan otak aku ni dok teringat si sotong kering (fairif) tu jer.Apsal tahhh.kacau bilau hati aku ni.Walhal org tu ngah bahagia ngan anak bini.Aku yg dok teringat laki org tak tentu pasal.haduhhhhh...mmg sah la cinta itu membunuhku.Menyesal plak aku rasa aku kenal dia.Aku dok teringat lagi ape yg dia buat kat aku.Sampai sekarang aku rase pekara tu tak logik dan sengaja direka2 utk berpisah.Hah,senang betul laa lelaki camtu.Kadang2 aku jadi tensen pon ada dan pelik jugak.tatau la pasal pe aku boleh teringat kat dia dan seyes aku rasa klu kami hidup same dan xde halangan bodoh tu,agaknye dh beranak pinak aku,xde la status skang ni 'bujang xtau sampai bila'.Entah la bila aku dpt betul2 lupakan dia dan sememangnya aku nak lupakan dia sungguh2.Tapi tu la..payahhhh even dah nak 3 tahun semua tu berlalu.Hanya masa menentukan.

Hal si Hairul ni lagi membosankan dan memualkan aku.Dalam otak aku ni,aku nak seorg pakwe yg tinggi dan berbadan tegap,kaya raya,banyak harta dan budiman.Tapi Hairul jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh beza.Dan semakin lama aku semakin mual dgn dia.Rase menyampah pon ada.Kejap rasa suka,kejap rasa menyampah.Haishhh menyeksa org betul aku ni tp tulah aku sendri tak paham dengan diri aku.Ape yg aku rase sekarang ni,aku mmg nak menjauhkan diri dari Hairul.Hahah bole gitu?Kejam kan aku?.Entahlah bg aku,Hairul layak dapat perempuan yg lagi baik dr aku.Hairul tu baik bg aku dan aku org yg bodoh yg tak faham dgn kebaikan org.Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..rase mcm nak nangis pulak.Tahannn tahannnnnn...

Aku tak suka betul mainan perasaan.Kan best kalu aku ni hati batu.hati kering..

Crafty

sem depan ade subjek craft...jadinye..perlu lebih kretif oke.utk dapat A+

link
http://diycrafts.blogspot.com/2011/01/hydrangea-felt-flower-pins.html

separuh jiwaku pergi..ohh

harini result keluar..dari semlm jantung tak henti2 berdegup dan xcited gila nak cek.soo cek email mlm td xde lagi dpt email dr uitm.makanya tido dgn tak tenteram.Pastu pagi2 tersedar kol 12 lebeh.ha???pagi ke tu?hahhaha

1st bukak pesbuk..perghhhh member dah cek.Then bukak email..tawakal abes dah ni.Cek result..tgkkkk result...............takde A??????????????????????..jantung berenti kejap.thennn Alhamdulillah semua lulus,kira okeh la tu tpi hampa sangat sbb takde A.Aku rase dah sehabis giler aku wat keje cik rai tp dia tak bagi aku A?..mana silapnye???.

Pastu aini call..girang gemiranggg je bdk ni.Dia ckp dia dapat A- utk cik Rai.Apakah???..dapat 3 A pulak tu..Fatawi,raiha dan 1 lagi xtau yg mane.Gilaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Aini final painting tak siapp tuhhh,second project cacat..1st projek biasa jer..RWB hampehhh pon dpt A.aku??????????????????..mase tgk kat RWB tu dia tulis EXCELLENT lagii tp bila tgk result................haduhh nak menangis aku.Aku mmg target sem ni aku dpt dekan.tapi.....................................current sem pointer 3.12 then GPA 3.06.Mmg la naik tp aku tak puas hati kottt..Haduhh mmg keciwakk aku rase.Tapi nak cek balik mmg tak laa coz paper tu xdak final.Haduhh sedehh siot...

Sem depan???? aisimennn en Adi plak.si cerewet tu,mmg mampus la aku.Dalam hati aku ade gak berkata2...cik rai ni tak puas hati ke ngan aku?????apsal pompuan ni????hahhh buruk sangka..hahahah..

Aku perlukan semangat baru.............ohh semangatttt kemari kauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

arranged married

tulis sambil dgr lagu Christina Perri - A Thousand Years  q(*v*)p

i was walked thru my fb members to find new design of shawls,searching for the cheap and beautiful shawls to buy..haha really kedekot of me kan.And klik the Modish shawls then i found that really nice shawls and cheap to buy for raya.Then i was read the comment in the bottom then found that i comment to attract about more info about that....'pakai tudung macam dena bahrin'...the name "Dina Bahrin" bring me along to this blog

http://denakamarulbahrin.blogspot.com/

honestly,when i read about their n3 and mostly i liked.The story about himself ,about arranged married and so on.And it will be remind me last night at tuition classes that my student asked me about the question.

'teacher,u already married?"

me : geleng2 and then angguk2...* confuse right?hahaha

'but teacher u told me last month that ur really got married right?

me : im going to be married but not now dear...*Fuhhhh the true story is...i dont noe when i got married.haha

"teacher what do u think that our age have some boyfriend?"

me : * its really geography classes or psychological classs?? 2nd confuse yawwwwww. Okk for me thats not the problem if ur study does effect anything.Even ur parents noe about it but tell ur parents that 'boyfriends' is BOY-FREIND only but control urself..hahha

'but thats going to begin and our parents think that the negative ways.Teacher u arranged married or not?

me : *blink2 eyessss........Hopefully i want to be that kind of way but until now,i never found that my parents want to be that.hahahah.. innocent right??

Actually im very hoping that arranged married its gonna be to me.So sweet moment u noe and based on that blog,its really that the married are blessed with family and other even she have a boyfriend before that.Hahah for me as long as that future husband (arranged married) rich and kindful person,why not give the chance and hopefully happiest until jannah.Oh my,I really doesn't appreciate what i have now-Airul.

Nearly the days,i really bored with him.Hah always msj,call and ym...Sumtimes that he want to call me,i try to avoid it because i think that nothing want to say and sumtimes it makes me tired gilaaa nak melayan.Huh..i think that want to make the 'jurang' for ours miss each others.But now,jadi menyampah pulak aku.huh.

So,i hope that my parents do that arranged married..netau dpt lelaki hensem,bagus dan kaya.kahakahakahkah

its dreaming laaaaa..hahaha

ramadhan

sawan nak speaking ingelish..hakk tuihh

ok,today its our 3rd Ramadhan and untill now its 7.01pm i still fasting,Alhamdulillah.Actually in ramadhan month my outside activity not really heavy coz im in HoHoHolidayyyyyyyyy..yeahhh.Now im in sem break so nothing to do at home just slepping and sleepinggg after sahur then wake up at 1pm!..wtf kannn.

I try avoid to mssg airul as usual because i think that i want to end up our relationship.Hoh! its going suprisingg.That because i really bored with him and i think that i tension with people around me to force me getting married.I really stress about it and Airul its not my last choice.hah..ungratefull betul.I told her that i go to Indon after raya but not confirm yet because its still under discussion with my lecturer.And maybe around 3 days only but i told her that i go for 1 and half year..Haha how it could be like that kannn..

But i think that i really love it much more and i dont know bout my feeling.So, i try to avoid it for the time being.Biarlah rindu itu berlalu...cehhh